I have this, lets call it a "theory", that many of you probably have realized too. When your satisfied with everything about yourself, you are in fact happy. Although, everyone who picks out their flaws, whether its their personality or their body, they are indeed morose. Everyone has flaws but, some choose to look beyond those so they can have some satisfaction with themselves so they once feel happy again. There's no need to keep putting yourself down just because you decided every little thing about you is horrid. It's not that hard to have happiness overpower your dissatisfaction with yourself. And that doesn't mean changing yourself so you don't have those flaws anymore either. Because you'll soon see that once you change yourself, you won't like that person as well. Why not just stay who you are and be content with that?

I've always wondered why people choose to cut themseleves to drown out the pain. Yet, soon enough I found out the meaning when myself grabbed the sharpest object near, pressed it against my smooth white flesh and watched all of my pain poor out with the bright red blood. Pure satisfaction. It made me forget why I was upset at all...for the moment that is. Then my emotions built up all over again, so I had to cut again. It's a never ending process. But it's like I'm inside of everyone that cuts heads. I know why they do it, or at least the main reasons that is. Cutting is such a very dangerous and complicated thing to understand. If you've never did it then you don't have any idea of how it makes you feel. You may think cutting is stupid and pointless but to all of the people that do cut, think it's their only hope to crawl out of that deep tunnel of sorrow and hope for happiness once they've traveled out of it. And they do get happiness until saddness soon overpowers them and the routine is done again.